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Monday, December 01, 2025

Older Main Characters in Fiction

I’m noticing more older main characters in fiction, even though I know there have always been mature main characters. I wasn’t paying attention to that until I got older. Now I can relate to them. Things like needing reading glasses and dealing with aches and pains are part of my life now. I recall a funny moment from the violent Sons of Anarchy show where the evil, controlling mother was trying to hotwire and steal a car. She had to get her readers out so she could see.

Since I’m still recovering from my health scare, I haven’t returned to the book I was working on yet, but I have been editing for other authors. A small-press publisher hired me for three jobs, and keeping busy is helping me get back on track. So far, two of the books have older main characters.


It is refreshing to see stories featuring older main characters in books and on TV. Sometimes, though, watching these elderly people struggling with daily life is hard to take in. One recent example is the documentary on Ozzy Osbourne’s last couple of years and his final weeks. It was a great accounting of how much he went through after breaking his neck in a fall and then his final weeks planning his farewell concert. The documentary was both humorous and heartbreaking. One line stood out. “I used to take pills for fun. Now I take them to stay alive.”

I’m at that age now where watching an older person struggle is difficult to handle, but it’s part of life.

I’d prefer to see these mature characters running around like a 63-year-old Tom Cruise in his latest Mission Impossible movie. It’s inspiring to see that, but everyone ages differently, and everyone has a different story to tell. Even the daily struggles are inspiring in their own tragic way.

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Sunday, October 19, 2025

A unique vampire tale: The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Steven Graham Jones

I really liked this unique vampire tale with a Native American slant. Set in the Old West, it’s the story of Good Stab, once a proud Blackfoot warrior who is turned into a vampire. It’s also about Arthur Beaucarne, a Lutheran pastor, who has a tragic history with Good Stab. His modern-day descendant also has a part in this revenge story.

The vampires are interesting. They aren’t like Dracula or Ann Rice creatures, but also not as grotesque as The Strain blood drinkers. One thing I found interesting is that if they drink too much of one thing, human or animal, they become that thing.

The distinctive first-person POVs for all these characters were spot-on, and the descriptions of the setting immersed me in the story, making me feel as though I was in the Old West.

That being said, the book slogged for most of the story for me. It took too long to get to the main event, and it seemed like the author was filling up space to reach a higher word count. Also, Etsy, Arthur’s ancestor, is introduced at the beginning, but we don’t hear from her again until the end. I forgot all about her. Despite the slow pace, I managed to finish this book. I was pleased, but not particularly surprised, by the ending. Revenge is sweeter when it’s cold, after all.

I recommend this book to readers looking for a different vampire tale.


Amazon Buy Link: https://www.amazon.com/Buffalo-Hunter-Stephen-Graham-Jones-ebook/dp/B0D6WL1XJ1?ref_=ast_author_mpb






Tuesday, September 09, 2025

My Visit to a Wolf Sanctuary

My husband and I recently took a vacation to Sedona, AZ. Before our trip, I Googled “things to do if   you don’t want to go hiking.” The Sedona Wolf Sanctuary came up. I’d never heard of it, and I was intrigued. You must make an appointment to visit, and you are allowed inside the enclosures where you can interact with the wolves.

After visiting their website and reading the rules, I booked an appointment. They are very strict about clothing and what you can bring inside the enclosures. Also, you have to be over 18 to visit the sanctuary, and you are not permitted to use a cane, walker, or wheelchair. You can’t wear sunglasses because wolves need to see your eyes. We were good with all the rules put in place to protect the wolves from stress.


We arrived at the remote location, paid our cash donation, and the first thing our hosts did was tell us about the wolves and the Native American spiritual history of the place. Then, our group performed a sage smudge around a medicine wheel to calm ourselves before meeting the wolves, because these intelligent animals can sense your anxiety, and they will avoid you.

This was the most awakening experience I’ve ever had. We sat on benches or on pads on the ground while two wolves, Thor and Spirit, roamed the area. They only approached you if they chose to do so. My husband and I got wolf kisses. I have never felt so calm in my life by meeting these awesome creatures.




I really connected with Larka, the alpha she-wolf, mainly because we are both older females with arthritis. She doesn’t really trust men because a horrible man abused her. She was so sweet.


This is the last chance for these wolves. They were surrendered by people who thought having a wolf as a pet was a good idea. The wolves at this sanctuary can’t be pets, and they can’t survive in the wild. The only other option is euthanasia. Cynthia and Xavier are doing a great service by taking care of these animals.

Visiting this sanctuary also helped me. I’ve been struggling mentally and physically lately. This was a spiritual experience that helped heal my fractured soul. I want to return to this wonderful place.

  





Sunday, April 20, 2025

White Rose of Avalon available on multiple online retailers

 


Now on Amazon, Kobo and Kobo Plus, Google Play, and Apple Books: 

I'm trying to see if I can get better sales by having my ebooks in other stores, not just Amazon. Plus, Amazon has been making me angry lately. They keep changing the process for listing and selling Kindle books. The latest one has upset readers because now they can't download ebooks they bought and back them up on their computers. As a reader with a Kindle, I'm not sure if I'm going to buy any more ebooks from Amazon. Amazon can remove them from my reader, even though I own the ebooks. I'm rethinking the whole digital thing and may return to physical books. It's starting to look like we don't actually own digital media that we purchase.



Saturday, January 25, 2025

Self-Hypnosis and Positive Affirmations: The Art of Self Therapy Book Review




5 Stars

Self-Hypnosis and Positive Affirmations: The Art of Self Therapy is unique because it combines the two therapies. This guide covers both physical and psychological illnesses in different chapters like quitting smoking, weight loss, stress, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, pain management, childbirth, insomnia, addictions, lack of confidence/low self-esteem, anger management, nail-biting, sports performance, motivation, and a host of common fears.

 What I really liked about this guide is that there are convenient self-hypnosis scripts for each treatment and a list of affirmations inserted at the end of each chapter.

I found the breathing exercises and affirmations most helpful. There is also a list of resources for further research at the end of the book. Highly recommended.

Sunday, January 12, 2025

New Release in epic fantasy

 


Amazon Paperback https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DSTYY9LM

ISBN: 9798339009474

Kindle https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DSTFW3BQ

.99 for a limited time. Regular price is 3.99.


Unravel the threads of fate.

It is written in blood.

One of Her kind will betray Her.

In a world where mortals are at the whims of the capricious gods, a prophecy foretells treachery committed by one of their own, leading to the inevitable downfall of the once-mighty Titans. The Great Goddess Rhea, seeking retribution, dispatches Her vengeance goddess, Becuille, to the land of Hatti. She is charged with the daunting task of uncovering the origins of star metal, a substance fatal to the old gods, and finding the enigmatic Destroyer.

Disguised as a human slave in the royal palace, Becuille finds herself entwined with her master, Prince Callileon, plunging both into a treacherous world of power-hungry gods, formidable magic, and widespread betrayal. As tension mounts and loyalties are tested, Becuille faces an impossible choice between duty to her goddess and the stirrings of forbidden love for Callileon.

Warning: Of Gods and Vengeance is a Greek tragedy featuring star-crossed lovers set in an era where slavery and human and animal sacrifice were commonplace.

Excerpt:

Dazed by the relentless, blinding sun, she stumbled and fell. Laughter erupted from the crowd. Becuille pulled herself up and brushed dirt from her knees as best she could with shackled wrists.

The slave trader cast her a lewd grin, raking his kohl-lined gaze over her body. He stroked her bare thigh. “She is a bit clumsy, but this maiden is skilled in the arts of love and augury. Her skin is on the fair side, but she is worth the high price I ask for her. She comes from the mysterious island in the Aegean called Crete. Just look at how flawless her skin is, and her ripe breasts are like succulent apples.”


People had exclaimed awe when he’d mentioned she was from Crete. He tugged her tunic down, revealing one of her breasts to the mostly male audience.


His skin smelled foul like rotten fish. She pulled her chin up, recoiling from his dirty touch.

For her ears only, he whispered as he covered her exposed breast, “I have to sell you to the palace as your mistress wished. They only want the best.”


Wincing at his terrible breath, she stood still and allowed him to play his part. This was a new experience for her and already she despised slave traders and how they treated their merchandise. This one had been overpaid for his services, but it was important that she be sold into the palace. She gave him a hard look, certain the greedy Egyptian had raised the price for her to make himself even richer in silver shekels.


“Do not let her shyness fool you. Though her maidenhead is ruined, she has more important skills, and she is still young and nubile.” He leered at her, and she suppressed the urge to strike him.She is truly a rare gem in the bedchamber, and she is an augur who can speak many languages. Her talents do not end there for she has the singing voice of a goddess, most enchanting. Thirty shekels and she is yours.”


The slave trader moved on to another of his prized slaves, a young Nubian man with skin as black as a moonless night. Selling his wares, the Egyptian continued addressing the crowd in the blistering heat.


Becuille turned her attention to a tall young man wearing a clean white, gold-trimmed tunic who watched her with intense blue eyes. His combed hair gleamed like shimmering wheat in the blazing sun. He wore a barbaric close-cropped beard and mustache, but his facial hair gave him a masculinity that strangely intrigued her. Royalty swirled around him like the brightly colored feathers of a cuckoo. He stood much taller than the men she was accustomed to on the island, and with his golden hair, muscular arms and thighs, he resembled an invincible sun god.


So, this is the land of the Hatti, brutal invaders of the lands of the Great Goddess. Hmm. This tall man did not seem brutal. She returned his penetrating stare, forgetting that a slave should always keep her gaze lowered in submission.


“Do my eyes deceive me or do I see a striking maiden with the untamed spirit of a spring mare?” He spoke in the strange Egyptian tongue. Grasping her chained hands, he forced her closer to him.


His sheathed sword brushed against her thigh, causing a curious quiver in her lower regions. If she could break her shackles, she would have pulled away from him. The feelings he roused frightened her. Were unbridled emotions always present inside mortals? She felt a sudden twinge of pity for them.


He continued to look intently at her, compressing his mouth, as if awaiting her response.

She realized he was testing her. “Your eyes do not deceive you. This spring mare will not be so easy to tame,” she whispered, answering him in the Egyptian tongue.


He stood so close to her she could smell his manly perfume of wood smoke, leather, and spices. She caught a whiff of sandalwood, which further aroused her. Biting her lower lip to quell her unwanted emotions, she reminded herself why she came here as a slave to this sweltering land.


His eyes burned into hers, glinting with arrogance. “Hmm, we shall see about that.”

“I am a freeborn woman, lord,” she said, unable to hide her sneer.


Her anger rose unchecked, and she forgot her place here as a humble slave. His insolent nature intensified her ire as well as her lust.


“These chains indicate otherwise.” He stepped back, his chin and shoulders lifted in a show of superiority. “I will take this one,” he said to the slave trader, speaking again in his own language and handing him a bulging, jingling bag.


The Egyptian untied the leather bag and inspected the silver shekels.


“After a long bath, she will be presentable to the House of Suppiluliuma,” the golden-haired man said.

Seething inside, Becuille tried to ignore his insolent comment, keeping her eyes lowered and away from his penetrating, and she was certain, mocking gaze. Was he still testing her? Did he want her to forget she was a slave and lash out at him? His peculiar behavior puzzled her. She kept her gaze lowered, hoping he would be her first connection to finding Celmis. So far the plan was working. She was on her way to the royal palace. A small triumph on this frustrating day.

 

Tuesday, August 20, 2024

Hyenas and Matriarchy and a pseudo-penis


I was going to post about matriarchy vs. patriarchy given all the things that have been happening in the U.S. concerning a woman's right to choose, and the chance we might have our first female president. However, I stumbled on spotted hyenas. I knew they were matriarchal, but I didn't know they have penises. Yes, the females have a penis, technically called a pseudo-penis. www.genderinclusivebiology.com

This article explains it better, but all female hyenas have functional penises they use to mount & give birth. Erect penises are a sign of submission in the matriarchal society of hyenas. The female hyena without the erect penis is the dominant leader of the entire pack.

I found this information fascinating. Is this an evolutionary device? There are two main theories about the evolution of the pseudo-penis: 

Control over mating: The pseudo-penis gives females more control over who they mate with.

Camouflage: The pseudo-penis may act as a masculine "camouflage" to deter aggression from other females, especially for female cubs at risk of infanticide.

Other than the female hyenas being badass, what does this say about them? Is this the right way to run a society? Males aren't treated very well in this matriarchal society, but in a patriarchal society, females aren't treated very well. There needs to be a balance. I believe this is the only way for a society to truly prosper.

Read about my badass females (without penises, lol).

 

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